Yin and Yang

Yin: Things have been going really well for me lately. The one dark spot is that I have a friend who I've been really concerned about and reaching out to with no response. I text and she only halfway replies and doesn't answer or return phone calls. I'm just about to the point now where I'm giving up on her. She's done this before, but I'm not going to let her keep doing this to me. You can't have a relationship with someone who doesn't want one, and you can't help anyone who doesn't want it. It sucks, but it's reality.

Yang: On a brighter note, it's been a while since I've posted anything because I've been drunk, preoccupied, tired as hell or all 3 lately. Work was actually not horrible last week and over the last few weeks I've been on a lot of dates with someone in particular... I've never been good at dating multiple people at once. My attention usually ends up going to one person anyway so I just stick with one to keep confusion at bay. We'd been on a few dates and he'd slept over a couple of times and he mentioned something about wishing he'd brought a toothbrush along. I bought him one and when he found out he said, "I guess that makes me boyfriend now." My reply? "Duh..." He's a really nice guy, attractive, employed, has his own place and car. Nice catch... So far, so good! We had a double date plus one last week where I met a couple of his friends, and he met one of mine. Everyone got along and seems to adore each other. There hasn't been any drama yet, but I tend to over think these things. Yes, I'm working on that over thinking thing but you know it's difficult. It's part of the reason for my insomnia. My brain just doesn't shut off... Plus, it's been a long time since I've had this type of relationship experience. The last few before this one didn't feel as solid as this. Not to say that I didn't care for those individuals... I really did, but we weren't meant to be in relationships together. I think that oftentimes people have a relationship that doesn't work out and feel that they have to hate or dislike that person. I feel that if it didn't work, it didn't work. It doesn't mean that either of you are bad...maybe it just means you're not right for a romantic relationship. It doesn't have to lead to animosity. There was something about the person that led you to the decision to date... *shrugs* Anyhoo, the booski is great but I don't think I'll be blogging about us much (if at all) after this post. I just have to keep some things to myself and I'm not sure if he reads my blog or not yet. LOL. And did I mention that he's attractive and nice and he sings (and am I rambling)? Damn...I gotta get pregnant so I can trap him. I kid, I kid! Hopefully, everyone's having a great Sunday! Check out the song "My Everything" by Monica below. He makes me think about this song. :-)