Been a while since I've done this and I apologize. I need to just make time to do it possibly on a weekly basis even if I've had an uneventful week just so that I stay in the habit of blogging. It's been a rough year and the first month isn't even over yet LOL. Work has been super stressful and I just had a fucking root canal today. I thank God for the lortab because it's numbing my body and my mind. I need that because of physical pain and the shock of the bill. I've been trying to eat so that I can take my antibiotics but it's a real struggle. I'd rather be drunk. I'm so over this!
On to some good stuff... I've kinda been trying my hand at this whole dating thing over the past few months. I haven't really been too successful at it either FYI. I've met some great guys but they just haven't been the right guys. I'm no longer seeing the psychologist because of a few reasons. I think my biggest issue with him is that he's a minister and I try to stay away from the clergy or anyone who's deeply entangled in the church. Since him I've met a few guys, 2 of which live very near me in my apartment complex. That freaks me out a little bit. One of them has a "roommate" and their relationship worries me a bit. Supposedly they were going to try a romantic relationship but changed their minds about it. I should take a picture of my face right now and post it, but I won't. Those who know me can imagine it.
Currently, I have an interest in yet another guy named Chris. There are actually 4 guys named Chris that have significance in my life. I've been calling this one "Future Chris," partially because I'm hoping that we have a future together and I've been watching my Charmed DVD sets. I happened to meet him around the same time that Chris came from the future in case any of you are fans of the show. If not, eat a dick. Just kidding. But errumm...yeah I'm really into Future Chris, but he's a bit standoffish at the moment. I think his last relationship did a number on him, which I can totally relate to. We've had about 3 dates and I really like him a lot. We spent the whole weekend together last week. I'm going to try to be patient with him, but in the mean time I gotta keep my mind occupied. Shawn has been encouraging me to see other people, which is difficult for me to do when I have such a strong interest in one. I'm going to make an effort but I can't make any guarantees. Lortab is kicking in now and I'll probably be in and out of sleep.
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