Destination: Unlonely

So it's been a while since I've updated...I honestly have been unsure of exactly what to say. I've kinda been feeling someone lately but everything is up in the air right now. I'm hoping that we get to hang this weekend. I know, I know... Here I go again falling in like with someone, but he's a really cool guy! He's all artsy and handsome and he has a naughty side. There's a lil chemistry...I'm not sure where it's gonna go. I always end up taking the most difficult path. I could have just chosen the psycho that basically stalked me but I didn't really feel anything sparks there. I just want reciprocity...mutual attraction. I can't just settle. Maybe I'm crazy, but I want someone that excites me. Someone I can't wait to see everyday when I get off work even though I'm pissed with him. Someone who enhances my life...someone who celebrates me and makes me feel like desired. I'm not saying that's what's going to happen. I'm just tired of the journey and ready for the destination. There will be plenty of work to do when we arrive so I don't wanna spend all my time getting there. Ugh, I can't even update properly tonight. I just feel this whole post going to hell. I think my insomnia is fucking with my head.