This post is most likely going to be a bit random and scattered. Yesterday was a bit of a wacky day for me at work and at play. There was stuff I fucked up at work and had to fix... Our email went down so there was some shit that couldn't be done... It was a mess. I was kinda up and down all day so I was pretty stoked about going home. Just as I was walking up to my door, I see a guy with his 2 dogs and thought he might be my ex's new booski. I looked and waved awkwardly...not because he's the new guy, but because I'm usually awkward around people I don't know. Plus, I wasn't sure if it was him from that distance. He lives just a hop, skip and a jump away. Can we say 3 way? Hello!!!!!! Just kidding. I'm not that kind of guy. Yet. I text the ex and told him that I thought I saw his guy. He text back laughing saying that dude said the same when he got back in the apartment. I can't wait to meet him. He seems cool.
Anyway, I went out with Jasper and Rita again and we got shit faced. Again. I think that we all need dates or something because I see 3 possibilities if we continue to hang out this way: 1. we're going to end up getting beer bellies; 2. we're going to become bitter and jaded; 3. we're going to have a 3 way. I said I'm not that guy yet motherfuckers but I'm becoming open minded. Or desperately in need of affection. Call Judge Judy and let her decide. We got good and liquored up and headed home as all responsible adults do... On the way out I see my hot lesbian friends from a few weeks ago and their boy. They were looking good as always and he was....meh.... I hugged the Latina and chatted for a bit about how I never knew how stacked the other girl is. Since Jasper had already left us, Rita and I decided that we should head home as well. Plus, she had to work this morning.
Too much has happened over the past few days. Last night while on the way to dinner (and during) I argued with my friend that took me to that hole in the wall club about how when I ask him to go out he's tired or never available. Everyone knows that I have sleep issues. When I go out at night and stay out, I'm tired as well. I just push through it for my friends even if I don't wanna be there. It doesn't seem that he wants to do the same. He also wants me to change my plans for tonight and hang with him and his other friend. Selfish much? I'm supposed to tell my ex (different from above mentioned ex and not the most recent ex) that I'm not going to his birthday dinner that I RSVP'd a month ago because my selfish friend wants to hang out this weekend? Methinks not! Oh and Mr. DL is gone. He got mad because he wanted to hang out Wednesday night and I told him it wasn't a good night. He kept pressing the issue and I told him if he wanted to come over he'd have to be ok with meeting my ex (the 1st ex I mentioned) because he was coming over. He said that I have ex drama and he doesn't want to be a part of it. My ex and I have no drama at all. We talk, we hang out, I grab his ass occasionally... but I do that with all my friends! Well, not the straight men, but ya know... So he said he needs to protect himself. I'm like ok I'm not mad. Confused, but not mad. You don't want a relationship. Why would my hanging out with my ex be such a big deal? You're not my boyfriend and you don't want to be! My ex and I do not have sex with each other, nor would we cross that line. At least we wouldn't while in relationships with other people. This whole shit is a mess. Never again will I talk to another confused motherfucker. This is why I left the church men alone! SMDH.
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