Saturday, January 29, 2011
Motherfocker!
So things have been ok with Future Chris. We've spent a lot of time talking/texting and hanging. Not sure how far things will go, although I'm hoping for more than just friends. For some reason I can't get in touch with New Chris. I have some mail for him. I may just take it to his apartment. There really isn't much else going on with me besides my usual neurosis and insomnia. I got my w2... Is that newsworthy? I'm doubting it. Oh................I went to The Happy Mexican and the movies with my coworkers last night. I was so fucked up! I know I fell asleep at some point during Little Fockers. It was good... I was just sloshed like a motherfocker. Yes I spelled it that way purposely. Was supposed to go to this http://www.tsunamimemphis.com/ tonight but I didn't see anything that I'd ever eat on this menu and it's a little bit pricey for me. Maybe we'll pick something else. Well that particular friend just informed me that she can't go out tonight so idk. May have an outing with a different friend(s) tonight. Everything's up in the air at this point. I finished the Charmed DVDs so I guess I'll go back to Avatar. I was thinking about TrueBlood but not in the mood right now and The Boondocks episodes are hit and miss. Avatar will make me laugh and that's what I need. A good laugh and cuddling would be nice. But maybe I'm being greedy. I've been holding that boy hostage 3 weekends in a row. Don't hate me because I like to indulge in decadence. I'm a Taurus. It's my nature. Oh and even after that whole new Zodiac sign and shit I'm STILL a Taurus. I see why y'all mad and gone stay mad. LOL.
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Small update
Been a while since I've done this and I apologize. I need to just make time to do it possibly on a weekly basis even if I've had an uneventful week just so that I stay in the habit of blogging. It's been a rough year and the first month isn't even over yet LOL. Work has been super stressful and I just had a fucking root canal today. I thank God for the lortab because it's numbing my body and my mind. I need that because of physical pain and the shock of the bill. I've been trying to eat so that I can take my antibiotics but it's a real struggle. I'd rather be drunk. I'm so over this!
On to some good stuff... I've kinda been trying my hand at this whole dating thing over the past few months. I haven't really been too successful at it either FYI. I've met some great guys but they just haven't been the right guys. I'm no longer seeing the psychologist because of a few reasons. I think my biggest issue with him is that he's a minister and I try to stay away from the clergy or anyone who's deeply entangled in the church. Since him I've met a few guys, 2 of which live very near me in my apartment complex. That freaks me out a little bit. One of them has a "roommate" and their relationship worries me a bit. Supposedly they were going to try a romantic relationship but changed their minds about it. I should take a picture of my face right now and post it, but I won't. Those who know me can imagine it.
Currently, I have an interest in yet another guy named Chris. There are actually 4 guys named Chris that have significance in my life. I've been calling this one "Future Chris," partially because I'm hoping that we have a future together and I've been watching my Charmed DVD sets. I happened to meet him around the same time that Chris came from the future in case any of you are fans of the show. If not, eat a dick. Just kidding. But errumm...yeah I'm really into Future Chris, but he's a bit standoffish at the moment. I think his last relationship did a number on him, which I can totally relate to. We've had about 3 dates and I really like him a lot. We spent the whole weekend together last week. I'm going to try to be patient with him, but in the mean time I gotta keep my mind occupied. Shawn has been encouraging me to see other people, which is difficult for me to do when I have such a strong interest in one. I'm going to make an effort but I can't make any guarantees. Lortab is kicking in now and I'll probably be in and out of sleep.
On to some good stuff... I've kinda been trying my hand at this whole dating thing over the past few months. I haven't really been too successful at it either FYI. I've met some great guys but they just haven't been the right guys. I'm no longer seeing the psychologist because of a few reasons. I think my biggest issue with him is that he's a minister and I try to stay away from the clergy or anyone who's deeply entangled in the church. Since him I've met a few guys, 2 of which live very near me in my apartment complex. That freaks me out a little bit. One of them has a "roommate" and their relationship worries me a bit. Supposedly they were going to try a romantic relationship but changed their minds about it. I should take a picture of my face right now and post it, but I won't. Those who know me can imagine it.
Currently, I have an interest in yet another guy named Chris. There are actually 4 guys named Chris that have significance in my life. I've been calling this one "Future Chris," partially because I'm hoping that we have a future together and I've been watching my Charmed DVD sets. I happened to meet him around the same time that Chris came from the future in case any of you are fans of the show. If not, eat a dick. Just kidding. But errumm...yeah I'm really into Future Chris, but he's a bit standoffish at the moment. I think his last relationship did a number on him, which I can totally relate to. We've had about 3 dates and I really like him a lot. We spent the whole weekend together last week. I'm going to try to be patient with him, but in the mean time I gotta keep my mind occupied. Shawn has been encouraging me to see other people, which is difficult for me to do when I have such a strong interest in one. I'm going to make an effort but I can't make any guarantees. Lortab is kicking in now and I'll probably be in and out of sleep.
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